granny's place later. And a bad morning to start with. PM was really good though.
well. i reckon he hasn't read my blog. or if he did, then im really disappointed with those messages in the morning. This time round, i got so disappointed, i really don't know how to react anymore. My heart not filled with love anymore, its filled with disappointments after disappointments. Have I ever really betrayed you? you should know which sense im talking abt. Please ask urself this question. If you really think I have something on with C or something on with someone else, please do not talk to me anymore. You dont need a slut as a GF.
You tell me how many times have I felt a slut, a prostitute, a cheap person in front of you. You ask urself. Do I go around hugging other guys? Do I go around flirting with other guys? Do I go around holding other guy's hands? Do I go around kissing other guys? Do I sleep around? But everytime you make me sound as if I did all these. Do you actually know how I have been feeling? YOU NEVER CARED! ALL YOU EVER CARED IS WHETHER I HAVE ENOUGH TIME WITH YOU. WHETHER IM GOING OUT WITH OTHER GUYS. WHETHER I PUT MY FRIENDS IN FRONT OF YOU. I NEVER FELT SO LOUSY BEFORE. or maybe I was wrong again, maybe you would answer me with 'I don't know, only you know' again. I SAID NEVER, you don't believe. When I tell you yes, im going out with other guys, im making out with other guys, you don't believe. WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? lock myself at home?
sometimes, enough is enough. if you are not going change, don't look for me anymore. I'm not the one for you then.
