Deep down from within, i know God will take good care of lil Janelle. Didn't watch the fireworks, was dining at ThaiExpress with mummy and brother, cos brother took like more than half an hour to leave house, if not we could have watched fireworks. oh well, not that I've not seen.
next time, do not say sorry to someone when you think you are not at fault. if not, that 'sorry' is a lie, if not, its just saying for the sake of saying. And now I know how sincere those 'sorry's are. To think I thought ... oh well. Thinking back, I find myself being less and less emotional. Maybe I have already built up too many walls, but I have no intention of breaking them down. The best I could do is to maybe stop at where I am.
