I'm actually feeling quite angry over people in my church. alright, I don't know them though. Though I'm happy that my cousin is going church, but at the same time, I wished he isn't with this group of people. Its frustrating having to worry all the time about what time my cousin is gonna reach home. No management of time at all. They can fellowship till 10plus 11plus after service, with him reaching home at almost 12. The next day, expecting him to go cgm early in the morning. Went for 3 days 2 night camp, its 9plus almost 10 and they have not been released yet. No one has paid more attention to those younger ones, whether they can be home late or not. no one has paid special attention whether these younger ones know how to get home or how to get to the destination in the first place. No one has paid special attention whether these younger ones has the purchasing power or not. Though I dont mind giving him the cash to spend, cos I love my cousin. But I really think its not the way it should work.
Certainly, because of this, I've been having to answer to my parents on all these problems. Its not that I'm not willing to bear. Its just that I'm getting to find it more and more difficult to answer already. Problem is, it is the fact that none those around him give him that attention. none of them thought about those problems, assuming everything is alright. I'm really irritated till a point I want to speak to his cgl or his cg members already.
ok, I'm trying much to cool down as well. I don't wish to make things difficult for him as well. please, do teach me the right way to handle this.
