to leave or not to. I'm struggling now actually. Justin, Merlin is going over to kiosk side. To me, the only reason why I'm still here is just because of the money I'm gettin at the beginning of every month. The motivation is already not there anymore. Its really sad lahh. I feel so fake everytime i have to put on that Mask, put on that smile that is not from my heart.
I feel so emo now. Hahha.. I'm so tired of everything. School, work, sometimes even at home. I feel I no longer belong to myself. Why do i have to try so hard to accomodate everyone.
Vivien.. I miss those good old days. I really miss them. Hang out at B&J, late night talks over at AMK. Everything.
Let my deadline be after Chinese New Year. God, teach me what to do. Please.
