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Monday, January 28, 2008

God Of My Forever

God of my Forever,
And forever I will sing,
My Greatest Honour Will Always Be
To Serve My Lord and King.

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my heart skipped a beat (gosh)

Shaun's not feeling well already. Lucky Yanping is alright now! :)
Anyways, had to chiong toilet 3 times lahh. All thanks to the junks I ate while studying.

Am so tempted to be back at bugis junction to get the dress i saw with Justin the other time we went. Anyway, have to go back to help her change Lionel's pants also. So.... considering still. Ha!

Baby's off duty only at 12 plus today. So poor thing. He must be so tired lahh. *sayang ok* Haha!

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Saturday, January 26, 2008

before my ranting starts, some pictures to relieve some memories.
The wet night! All of us got wet because of him~ the one in the middle. Though he wasn't a very good manger, but he's a nice friend. Take care!

BAHH! it was really a nice time at dinner that night. our non-stop laughter really killed all pain troubles deep down. Everything seems not longer important anymore! Thanks girls. Esp Wendy, GOT BOYFRIEND LE HOR. ha. She got to emphasize it again and again.

worked today. im back at my hometown! haha. Was working at JA counter. I'd PTL for not having to be in FF. cause I'd feign sickness and just punch card and go back than working with 'u-know-who'. WHATEVER. Its so torturing!!!!!!! Get me out of this please, anyone? Take me away. Anyway, had some fun over at JA today. Cos its with all my favourite people. All the 'zi dong' people. No one had to give command as to what to do, everyone is initiative and helpful! I LOVE THESE PEOPLE. I don't really have to play a role as a leader then. Its fun to be back working like a staff once in a while. I don't like special privileges. And the best part, I'm in charge of all the frying today, my fav place/job! muahahaha, hope no ones gets tummy ache eating all my nugget, fried fish and fries! well, i think i made sure its all really cooked lorh. That explains the waiting once in a while lahh. Should have taken some pics today. I'm sure we had fun! All the kiasu people. Closing damn fast! haha. I LOVE IT.

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

i'm gettin my new bag tomorrow! :)
Its one flowery white bucket bag I ordered.
I hope I'll like it very much!

Hehhheh.. anyway, I wann to get another set of formal wear. Its so boring to wear that 2 sets every presentation. I patronising Osmose more often :) May get them online if I happen to see any i fancy.

CNY is coming, meaning some money into my pocket.
Oh, come to say about money. I'm getting my first pay from tuition this friday!
It's the 8th lesson already! Time flies lahh. Ha. so happy. Though 1st month only that pathetic $75. cos the other half is eaten up by the agancy :( Nevertheless, I'm excited.

I was having this question on my mind. And God answered my question through a lorry! Amazing, isn't it? I say=w this verse on the lorry. It exactly answered my doubts then. What is it, i shan't reveal it.

And and and. today its just wednesday, meaning, i still have 3 days before i can see my bf. thu, fri, and finally SATURDAY!

Shaun, thanks!

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

GOODNESS DAY

I woke up with a message that made my day!

Anyways. ICT test was gooodddily done! 18/25
Though it doesn't look fantastic, but ICT is never easy okayy.
So ITS GOOD! and highest was only 20/25
So I'm still proud of my 18/25 kayys!

after short date with my boy, left for dinner at night safari with the working people. Had much fun over at the table with my girlies! I didn't took notice of it until my manager came over to say that we are gender-cism, my table is full with girls, the other is full with guys, and the other is the older generation people and the next is the leader's group! HA! Just short of me in that leader's table. But I'm super fine and happy with my girls. Made me so high and happy throughout dinner. A pity my boy isn't with me.

Anyhow, long chat with cheryl until AMK interchange before we parted. And home sweet home with a pint of ben & jerry's ice cream! :)
Shall eat my fill tomorrow!!!!! It's my fav STRAWBERRY! I repeat, STRAWBERRY!

oh. the only not-so-happy thing today is that, I'll be attached to Kiosk after 15th Feb. BAHHH! I have to say good bye to my mummy and ah yi... :(

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Monday, January 21, 2008

over the week. . .

I like this animal.
Have an eye sight so far ahead of everyone.
*HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CAI FENG!*

I've finally plucked out that courage to say what I've wanted to say to Shaun.

Its about the topic, forgiveness, AGAIN!
Ha. How ironic. There I was talking about the difficulty to forgive someone, here I am seeking someone's forgiveness.

Its just this cycle that we all have to go through I think.

And come to reality, EXAMINATIONS are just round the corner.
The first paper is like NEXT WEDNESDAY!
The last ICA is like tomorrow.
Cross Cultural is down! ICT will be down tom as well!

Anyways, to side track a lil, I've got new member in the house!
I call it Xiong Mao (PANDA)
Pictures of it will be posted soon.
Its SO adorable!

Its actually exciting meeting new people every weekend :) And last week, I actually saw Ah Bee over at Bugis. She's so excited over the fact that she's at Bugis. Been so long since she stepped out of the house lahh. But really thankful to God that my dear friend is so well, so speedily after the accident. I always feel so touched so touched to see her walk. Though she's still walk in some wierd manner, but at least she dun need any more help to stand and walk on her own.

Anyway, I just did some online shopping over the week.

*Hot pink piece*

*one sided ear ring*

4 items of $50 plus value. Nt that ex lahh.
Hoping the items will arrive b4 CNY.
but I'm still aiming for one black skinny & a pair of pumps/heels
*SCREAMS JUSTIN!!!!!*
That's my Fav shopping girl

tom's evening will be spent at UluUlu Restaurant at Night Safari with the working people

Well well..

-I wanna camp at Fanny ah yi's house soon! I so so so miss her-

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Thursday, January 17, 2008

FORGIVENESS.

ITS SO EASY TO SAY, BUT NEVER EASY TO ACCOMPLISH

I guess this really requires time

I don't even know this time will I accomplish this 'forgiveness'
I burying this hatred deeper in me each day

Each time I see, each time I hear,
I never fail to feel angry. Its so deep rooted now.
Who's helping me to pluck this out?? I'm not capable already..

strawberry(: signed off at 11:51 PM

A Day Passed...

That's me and Jace! :)

2 designers from our role play!
Haha. That's for Cross Cultural Lesson.
In tutorial room practising before lesson starts.

Really enjoyed today lahh.

Had fun for role play, though there were

small hiccups.

Had fun with boyfriend after school.

Playing Time Crisis2, Gelare Ice Cream,

KFC, then headed home, and

slacked around till now.

Anyway, I'm selling these off. Take a look.

All are brand new.

More details just give me a message.

Jap Style Flowery Dress : $20

Stawberry Bracelet : $8

White Off Shoulder : $16
*can be worn both ways*

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Saturday, January 12, 2008

EMO EMO emo emo

Its time i make the decision.

to leave or not to. I'm struggling now actually. Justin, Merlin is going over to kiosk side. To me, the only reason why I'm still here is just because of the money I'm gettin at the beginning of every month. The motivation is already not there anymore. Its really sad lahh. I feel so fake everytime i have to put on that Mask, put on that smile that is not from my heart.

I feel so emo now. Hahha.. I'm so tired of everything. School, work, sometimes even at home. I feel I no longer belong to myself. Why do i have to try so hard to accomodate everyone.

Vivien.. I miss those good old days. I really miss them. Hang out at B&J, late night talks over at AMK. Everything.

Let my deadline be after Chinese New Year. God, teach me what to do. Please.

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Friday, January 04, 2008

happy day!

LOOK AT MY SO CUTE SO CUTE DARLING.
trying to squeese into the sofa. Took it down, its so funny lahh.

ok, that was random.
Anyway, I'm teaching tuition now on top of my part time in zoo. I'm so happy lahh. cos, it means extra income! WOAH! so happy. It means another 100 over every month. It means i can save this 100 over every month.

Had the first lesson today. I'm teaching this indian girl. She's quite smart lahh. Just that she's so careless, that explains her drop in results last year lahh. Family is nice and all. So, I'm Happy!

Oh yah. Wendy actually told me she named the garfield i gave her Windy! -.-! hahaha.. she's so cute.

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