its always so lag to come into this page of posting. *frustrated*
suddenly, out of a sudden... 2 friends ??(i dun know if i can still call them that) that hasn't been contacting me started to sms me. On the same day. Perhaps perhaps.. Yanping spoke to one of them. well.. . that apology somehow came too late. If she knows what is *the heart is dead*, si xin le, that fully describe the feeling towards the both of them. What's the point of only remembering ur so called best friend of yours, only when u need help from her or when u pass by somewhere near her house? That's not even friends. Anyhow, I've decided to stop talking to them. I've lost all confidence in them. I think if one day I really need some support, they will not be the one there for me, I'm quite sure of it. so no point holding on to the hope lahh.
Enough of the 2. I've other friends i can talk to anyway.
Like Clement.. This friend of mine.. so worried lahh. He better get well soon. I hope tom will be a better day for him. I've got people I can treasure and they treasure me around me.. My dear girl Justin, Ah bee, my zoo friends.. my baby.. Team5 Team6 gang.. I LOVE THEM ALL. Not to forget Yanping who havent forgotten about me. My only contact from CHC..
strawberry(: signed off at 11:56 PM
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
KFC.
Had draw lots on Sunday during staff meeting.
KFC. gonna be posted to KFC during renovation. Was quite disppointed actually, but come to think of it. It's the same everywhere. Plus, I would rather work day time compared to night time like Ulu Ulu or Bongo Burgers. AND, I have Justin, Lionel and Merlin with me! so nice. . So I'm still quite fine with this. hmmm.. *chicken chicken here i come* haha
Had some catch up moments with Ah Bee and Ah Bing.. I think both enjoyed themselves, esp Ah Bee. She haven't been going out for a long long while. . Just feel like a bird out of the cage. Seeing that's she's recovering well, I feel so glad, so happy! Jia You girl!
strawberry(: signed off at 11:03 PM
ESCAPE
Stepped foot in Escape Theme Park today.
With Wendy, her 3 angels, MeiYin and my Baby. played almost everything bah. Something new for me though. Went a few times, and the RAINBOW ride wasn't open, today, ITS OPEN! Quite nice. Not scary.. But its really nice! ha.
Haven't spend a single cent today. Entry & food all free. Thank God its did not rain just now.
Clement better get well soon. . take care friend
strawberry(: signed off at 10:49 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
Ah bee ah bee..
hhaa.. she's our concern recently. Anyway, glad this girl is doing well on her recovery. Back home and getting nosier by the day. haha..
its always fun visiting. she never fails to make us smile. so sweet!
I MISS BEE BEE
strawberry(: signed off at 12:00 AM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
im saying byebye
maybe i'm just the only one treating this as an issue.
friendship? i guess and i feel no more. the first time was my birthday. when u guys couldn't make it, the least u all could do was to let me know earlier, at least i can plan my day again. what's the point of telling me 1 hour before our meeting. and i was only told when i sms u guys.
and this kind of thing went on. a few times. the last time i was really really really disappointed. u guys made me plan an gathering. but always, on that very day u made other plans. what am i to u all?
I took off specially for the both of u. I sacrifice other dates for you. and u left me alone the day. at 5 pm, who do u think i can still ask out? forget it.
I think im the only one feeling this pain. I guess i can no longer call u friends. best friends are too heavy a word, too heavy a burden. I putting this burden, this load aside.