reality makes me realise that running away isn't the best solution. "removing the stone in your shoes is better than learning how to leap comfortably" unless u remove it, it will always come back to haunt you. yea i know. but i just can't. i always feel like im a display in an exhibition. ahh. whatever.
im bad. came back from school after half day of lessons. so i missed my CIP n achievers. have to do it another day. haii. n i dint go sch today again. which means i missed my chinese oral. hope i can do it tomorrow. please don't let me fall sick again. what's wrong with my stomach?
SYF's round the corner. finally i can get rid of choir! geog test tomorrow. i dint study. nothing went in. say goodbye.
zy. im nort pian xin la. his blog is before urs ma. so i went to his first ma. den i tired le, so i went to sleep le lor.
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Saturday, March 26, 2005
EASTER CELEBRATION AT INDOOR STADIUM! gonna be super cool eh. hmms hmms. but i still miss sis Annabel!!!!! hmms. wen to hav breakfast with ms soo at yakun.. walked all the way back from j8 to sch. and im still half an hour early. ok. i've sold 2 pens as of now. to myself n my ah ma. gonna sell another 3 more den shall return back to sch.
my ah ma n mama everyday like war like tt. chao here chao dere. a bit too noisy lo. well.. well.. can't study. n the achiever's thing is so wad. how to study in a super noisy n tempting library? cant.
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
thanks to all dearies who showed ya concern. i'll be alright kaes.
last day of choir camp. last night Ms Soo went over. both of us are not fated to meet. ha. went for art for an hour, den went for the rest of the prac. Before Ms Choo came, everyone sang at the spiral stairs. really cool. sounded good from Art room. Den Ms Choo came after a while, i think. when i entered music room, she was checking our voices, one by one. too much airy voices. she's gonna change position again i think. i happy with where im standing!!!!! the whole prac, i jus sang 3 times, 'kyrie i lei e son' on this same line. tt's all. and off i went back to Art room.
this is the first time Ms Ng is satisfied with my work. she actually prasied that the design is quite good!
i've found myself a listener... don't think im a mad woman tt is.
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
let me let out all i want to.....
let me off. let me off. let me off. let me off.
let me off. let me off. let me off. let me off.
let me off. let me off. let me off. let me off.
ur actions have caused me lots of stress. let me off.
i wan to call someone to talk to. but i so afraid everyone's answer will be asking me to face it. yanping will. michelle will. why? its toturing me. yes yes yes. why must he tell me. ignorance is a bliss. i agree . yes i do. i do i do.
let me off. i feel like cancelling my handphone. i do. i do. i do.
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A.A.A.S rawks bigg time!
Somehow, the feelings I felt long ago came back. i admit, im always running away from problems. i dunch like to face them. i dunch practise what i preach. im not capable of doing that.
can't i lead my 3 years in peace? can't i? help me get out of where i am. im so deprived of leading peaceful days. but God's with me. thank you Lord.
never wake me up. i hope to sleep forever.
choir. u guys were great these 2 days. keep it up. =)
ms soo. i think we r just not fated to meet. hahahs.
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Saturday, March 12, 2005
class drama
i think it was quite well done. i want to get a copy of the video!!
i'll never beg a loser husband to stay. hahas. i'll never kill my child. the child is so young and innocent.
yes. never sing 'rock-a-by-baby' to ya child. a song of agony. brace yourself.
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benny hinn's healing crusade
the service dragged for very long. but it was really really great! for the first like 2 hours plus.. it's all singing n singing, n talking n preaching. some people got bored... but soon, the presence of God was so strong. benny hinn did not call anyone up to be prayed for. he wants us to believe ourselves.. really good, so many got healed. people who came in wheelchair, left without it. people who came in stretcher bed left without it. people who suffered cancer's torture, left without it. yes, indeed. He will give us healing, when we give Him our sickness.
Benny Hinn blessed the choir too. He asked whether the choir wanted this anointing. of course the entire choir shouted 'YES!!' so we joined hands n lifted it up n started praying. within seconds the entire choir section was filled with the Holy Spirit, n everyone collapsed.. I was enjoying it. not wanting to get up.. He said he will never let his servants go untouched. He touched us, He is indeed the best Father.
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Saturday, March 05, 2005
ytd stayed back in sch till like 4 plus almost 5. did up the backdrop. but not completed yet. short of paint n people la.
reached home n bath. den headed to PS to look for Weeseng. so difficult to watch Hitch at PS. Couldn't get any tix between 7-10. Left only single seats. Den no point wad if sit alone wad. so bought the 1050pm tix. so we've got like 3 hours plus time to spend. but in the end never play my game. so sad. went back to PS n sat in burger king. finally Hitch. no bad a show. but too much xiao hai bu yi part. hahahs. headed home in cab. split cost with him. slept at slightly pass 2.
todae woke up at 9plus. headed to serangoon to meet ade, dan, aug. den went mic house for cgm. after tt went to macs for lunch, den ave 8 dere. mic n yan ping cut hair. den went home. 5 plus liao by den. im serving for benny hinn's conference for choir!! so cool. must b so fun...