Looking back... How much have I done in this family? Nothing? I don't know. I seems to be complaining all the time how much my family have not done for me. They don't owe me a thing. Yet they worked all day and night so that I can live my life. I'm so selfish! I'm so irritating. I've been enjoying a piece of heaven, yet I didn't realise that till today when I'm losing it. Must it always be that when we lose it then we will cherish it? These are some thoughts of the day. Hope I will be able to repay my parents all that they have done for me soon.