Looking back... How much have I done in this family? Nothing? I don't know. I seems to be complaining all the time how much my family have not done for me. They don't owe me a thing. Yet they worked all day and night so that I can live my life. I'm so selfish! I'm so irritating. I've been enjoying a piece of heaven, yet I didn't realise that till today when I'm losing it. Must it always be that when we lose it then we will cherish it? These are some thoughts of the day. Hope I will be able to repay my parents all that they have done for me soon.
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Im sad. sad sad.
Everyone in my lovely family are getting bad.
Firstly- my bro
He got his foot some holes secondly- my dad He worsen his wounds by scratching it un-intensionally when he was sleeping. thirdly- myself common cough n flu for 1 week 1 day I got myself holes in my foot too [similar case as my bro] fourthly- my grandma She had some cramps on her leg. Couldn't even stan properly by herself now. She fell in the middle of last night. [my mum cried silently after attending to my grandma. i cried too] I cry out from the bottom of my heart. "God protect my family!"
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Saturday, November 27, 2004
To A Friend. [battery charger]
Havent been contacting with you.
Sorta miss those days.
I don't know how you feel about it.
Well, maybe thats the best way for us.
Always wanted to approach you.
Didn't dare to, didn't wanted to mess your life.
Stay happy.
Best wishes for you.
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Oh well. I realised blessing others is a wonderful thing to do. The feelings is just so great. God is great!
Just came back from lunch after Christmas Caroling practice. Had luch at Parkway Parade. This morning left house at 8:40am thinking it will reach Ms Choo's house at around 9:30am to restfirst. Cos it took me almost 1 hour to get back home the other time. But somehow, the bus wentsuper fast and when I was reaching [8:50am], I smsed her to tell that I'll be early. Met her at the market at 8:15!![I'm super early] In the end, went to buy drinks with her at the market area, with mylimping leg.Then we had practice all the way till 2pm. Her doggies finally let me get close with.Grace is soooo fat! hahas. Practice was good, just that we just cannot remember the cheographyand the lyrics at the same time. We do cheo, we'll forget all the words. So was quite a disaster. But very funny.
My foot is quite hopeless. It's getting worse. So please pray that I'll get to church tomorrow without any accidents! Oh yah there's choral jamming at mox bar! I'm going with Kathy. And I miss Ziying.. I miss N154 too. Pauline.. I miss ya too!
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Friday, November 26, 2004
I was pathetically pathetic this week.
Have you seen anyone to fall sick continuously for 5 days?
And it's just some common flu.
I couldn't walk like a normal person today, bacause I was stung by my own 'relatives', mosquito. It hurts alot. I wonder why. The pain went straight to the bone.
Christmas Caroling
I can't even reach a high D for the whole week.
Ms Choo kept on asking if I was feeling ok.
I feel so handicapped.
I hate this. . . My own condition, not Ms Choo.
I kept having nightmares last night.
I woke up and the story continued.
Woke up again, slept n the story continued.
This just hit my worse memory years ago...
okay. Reality and what we dream of is usually the direct opposite.
so I shall be fine tomorrow.
Miss my friends alot suddenly............ I feel so so so empty.
N10. Ziying. Yingwen. Pei Rong. everyone..
Im currently seeking companion from all the darling kitties.
Special Thanks: God for everything.
Ziying for the CD.
=) =) =)
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Sunday, November 21, 2004
Had a great service today!
well well. Pastor Kong preaches n we listens.. hahas. okok.
7 points taught. Was really cool.
During worship time, really felt refreshed. im totally surrended to you. yup yup. We reap what we sow. yup yup.
Do not be blinded. Make a decision. Start thinking what is it that we exactly want. Don't wait till last minute. Right or left, in or out. yeh yeh!
Must rembr to get cam from zy. Going out with Zhu n Dolphin. hahas. Wenzi, Zhu n Dolphin is going out!
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Saturday, November 20, 2004
dort dorttx. todae todae. wakie lerx den gort no directions to what to do. mamamamaa.. niwaes, gort myself my rose flvoured milk tea. *ma ma mia!* mahahas. den suddenly rembr abt digital cam! haven charge batt yet. den i knocked my bro's rm [gort his female friend inside], den ask him help me charge batt. he said 'okay!' n he lock bakc his door. den i went to do my stuff, abt 1 hour later he walked out, passed me the digital cam ask me to charge myself! i almost box him, hai.. den left wib ard foty min. den charge lor. den got out meet zy n kathy n others la. den late thanks to the SBS bus. hahas. den late one hour den reach ms choo's hse. den learn 2 n a half songs. quite fast larh. yuppyupp.. soetimes quite fun, sometimes very sian.. hai.. anyway. her dog's cute. hahas.. took 76 back hm. very fast.. zy, kathy went meet cw to go clarke quey. [moi cousins read this as 'clark-key-kuey'] haix........................................
anyways.. thank God fer everything.. Love You..
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Thursday, November 18, 2004
God used someone to remind me. Nvr take things for granted. Where have i been? I've become so worldly. I hate this me. . I don't seem to be satisfied of what I have. I have been complaining abt this abt that. Come to think of that. I have changed. I'm no longer that innocent gal tt loves God wholeheartedly. Did i appreciate what my mum did ytd? today? or even last week? I didn't seem to. Though she nvr praise me no matter how good my results are, but she loves me, yes she does. This is a lesson learnt today. Thanks God, I know its not too late.
'Honour your Father and Mother and you will live a long life.' Special thanks to: God, Mummy, N154, N262, Ziying, Kathy, Vivien. ...Im guilty, but I jus can't seems to love my dad like before...
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mahahahas.. tomolo finally last day of school liaos. burt dench got this toopid chinese ting xie tom lehx. super sian nor. piangs piangs.tom got this team building day somemore. erms. more like a team separating day. sian diao. den got the set piece fer SYf next year liao. called 'sunset' a toopid song composed by a toopid old man. got cheena, malay, eng n tamil song. typical song fer singapore larhx. okok, it's a toopid song. wann to empahsize larh. toopid song! hahhahs. Monday watchie movie wib moi 2 dears?? maybe larh. den i wann go zy's hse again. something's dere attracting me! cool.. mahhahhas.
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Mahahahas. Changed moi template! burt hor, the toopid tag board beli toopid. take hundred years to load. load liao still sot sot. server got prob lor. piangs.
todae went ziying's house. watched some show!!! wohoo.. beli beli nice. suppose to wann fall asleep der. dench later the exciting part came n i became so enrgectic. mahahhas. damn nice lorh. shall invest my money on disney stuff ler. so damn nice lorh. hahhahahas. vivi oso end up nvr go. sian. this friday got this toopid 'teambuilding' stuff fer choir. so irritating lor. where got end of year liao den hav this kind of thing de. toopid. haix. toopid cca organise toopid events. dots. Ms Choo no voice, can't teach us.. sian
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Sunday, November 14, 2004
thu thu went out wib kathy n ziying to watch princess dairies. cool manx. nice nice. yup yup. den went bugis shop. den kathy managed to buy a set of clothes. den afta tt i went off first, den the two of them go back orchard, but this time to far east. den ziying bought a skirt. yup yup. too bad vivi dint come. hais. yah larh. tt's bout all.
todae Thank God man. New com finally arrived. horray.. can burn CD lerx. can listen to all the songs ler. can use printer lers. can see the scripts lerx. muahhhhhaxx.
den went service at indoor. wa piangs. the service lasted 3 n a half hours!!!!!!! so lng nor. hai hao got daniel's mum send me hm. or i'll be stuck at indoor till dun noe wad time. maybe now oso not hm yet. PTL manx. but service was good larh. tt's the good thing larh. or i would hab fallen asleep. yupp.. okay slp ler slp lerx.
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Monday, November 08, 2004
Shark Tale what? what what? what what what? I said what. U what what? What what?
hahahs. On land, it's horse race. In water, it's seahorses race.
Well it's funny. Plus it's also quite touching. Love the story.
People with excess money to spend. I would recommend this show.
Incredibles This show rawks more than shark tale. so if u r considering which to watch,
watch this. yes this.
Touching to see a family working closely together to fight against enemy.
That should be the way in real life. well not jus that. it's super super super
de funny. out of 10 i'll give 8 or 9 barh. yup yup
I Hope To See You
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Monday, November 01, 2004
stop appearing in my mind. God take it away!!
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2pm Service(sun) Went service after lunch wib ziying at 2nd level. I was glad tt i made the choice to go. Service was jus GREAT!!! If i had missed it, i would be like i have missed 10 years of moi life. Preaching was already wonderful. But the ending worship time, it was even better, half the congregation jus teared n teared non-stop. its the first time i see so many people kneeling down at the same time. Everyone was really so serious with God. cool manx. Presence of God was really really strong. think the hardest heart would have melted. We sang four worship songs!! i like this part of the one of the song:
more precious than silver more costly than gold what can i take from the world when all i desire is you how true it ish lorhx. the song bro mark n pst sun wrote rawks too!
Today
school was sianx. haix. boring. eng lesson especially!!! haix. neh mind, at least i had a good time with ziying after sch. though its was jus another time fer us to have our meals n stuff. but like it larhx.
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Walk - A - Jog omg. they thot we robots. made us walk so much. siao derx. actually the distance can be very short one. burt they purposely make us walk the long long n siao siao de way. toopid! me n ziying suffered lots lorh. especially ziying. her sun burn was the worse barhs. den her face was horrible. haix. i see her like tt i oso very gang kor. den help her n myself use the flyers we took on sat to fan. hai hao i got take the flyers on sat, den we have something to fan ourselves. or we would have died there. she was so pale ytd norx. hope we will get healed soon! change skin season ish coming! wee wee!! oh yah. the snack box de food sux. my round bun was contanminated. dirty! i ate the kit-kat n the packet drink den throw everything away lerx. but the pen they gave us, not bad nehx. hahas
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WWW(sat) went dere with Ziying n Hui Fen. The place jus rawkx totally. Enjoyed myself totally. But but but, all three of us tio sun burnt. sway manx. ahahs. now three of us shoulder tt side damn pain. especially need to carry the toopid bag to sch everyday. haix. God I need healing! hahas. was cool nahx. but too bad the waterworks was under maintainance it would have been more fun! I tried every single thing dere. so cool. Especially the 'slide up'~ omg. i was screaming out! Thrilling manx. Tt's wad made it fun. hahas. the person bluff us, n huifen sat on the side where it will hit the buttock derx. the place ziying sat when the two of them played. poor gals. fun fun fun nehx. but our sun burn made us suffer like anything lorhx. haix. must fastre heal den i wan get rid of my 'three colour' skin.