Got this cold reply from him. n i started wondering why. *did i pissed him or sth?* this qns came into my mind. couldn't find a single soul to company me in the afternoon. was really distracted after tt message.. thought he's jus no in the mood. well.. im wrong. im the source of his misery. im the source of his hurts. why am i such a failure. i read his blog. and jus, he told me his misery, his sufferings. i realised. im wrong. i took the wrong step. i caused him to suffer in silence for so long. all this while, i dint realised. i thought i could be his good friend. im wrong. i neglected him. or maybe alot other people without knowing. *why does tears roll down when i received those messages?* maybe im jus plain guilty about it. i should. i should. wad can i do to make him forget about tt? make him live a new life without the lousy me in any part of his life.... he would be happier. God please help him gt over it. he shouldn't have spent any effort on me. he's so nice, n me? jus another lousy character person. i gave him hope, i smashed it fer him. what's exactly is wrong with me? i so much wanted to be there to comfort him. so much.. im a source of misery to everyone? maybe. . ahaahahs... stay away from me. . i dunch wanna hurt anyone..
