after the concert, wo bu gan lerx. dunch expect me to guide this bunch of choir. maybe one day i will sink into depression. ahahahs.. how sadistic rite? im quite prepared fer tt. lolx. or maybe heart prob, high blood pressure? haix.. maybe i may jus jummp down a building. eat over dose de sleeping pills. or wad? shall go research some more ways of ending life huh? mus be prepared fer the worst marhx. jus seems like im not a christian anymore. how can a christian be such sadistic? how can it be? haix.. *repent* lolx. ahhhahhhas. without ms choo, without ziying, without kathy, without lester i would hav been into a world of my own. maybe not in this world already. hahahs.