moi goodie friends out dere.. help me! im having wierd drems almost every night ler. the dreams seems all so real tt sometimes when i wake up i dunch even noe whether it has exactly happened or nort. in dreams.. i have babies.. i have lots of pets.. people ard me have total diff character from real life.. what to do! n i always hear wierd wierd sounds.. how how?? howhow?? though i would love to have moi own baby.. to have lots of pets.. but all seems so near yet so far. i dunch like tt kinda feelings.. help!
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Im suppose to be in sch fer choir camp!
and here i am, at home laxing..
Leg Pain, Head Pain, Stomach Pain..
Good ar, top, middle n bottom of body pain.. hahahs..
Wonder what's very wrong with moi body, having to fall sick so easily.
Morning: Woke up at 6am. realised i still carnt get out of bed, so decided nort to go camp todae. Go tomolo.. As usual, i wanted to sleep but sms after sms.. non stop, ended up 7am den sleep.. finally sleep lerx, Kathy called again. Though phone was in vibration mode only, but the vibration beli loud. so i hid it under the blanket.. *i dint noe it was kathy at first, cox i dint see* den she called continuously 3 tyms.. hahhahs.. still dint pick up. den she sms me.. so nice of her to tell me to bring sleeping bag tom. or i'll be sleeping on that er xin rubber mat.. *thanks* ok, as i was thinking, jus thinking tt the games time would b kinda terrible.. hhahhhahhs.. den i a bit pek chek at this pont of tym, head pain, but carnt sleep.. n the phone started vibrating again.. i so irritated, i picked up the call.. ok, it was ms choo.. after saying hello to her, she dint give me a chance to tell her tt im nort in sch, she goes on n on n on.. den fianlly after saying all the songs she wans choir to revise fer sectionals n stuffs, i finally got this chance to tell her im nort in sch.. den she was like 'huh?!?'' hahahaahs..furnie tone.. den she asked me to rest well n dere i goes off to sleep again.
Afternoon: went serangoon north to buy the food fer moi home tt violent rooster. nort beri nice to shop dere. dunch noe why, but i always hav this phobia of going into the fish shop n the bird shop. from young der, think carnt help at all barhs.. now im thinking the game fer tonight.. wad shd i ask them to play nehx? hmmx.. dunch noe.maybe ask ms soo give them 1 hr break. den they rest b4 the sectionals begin again.. think they would prefer this to the games.. hahahs.. but im feeling bad. im home resting n they r in camp.
Cell Group gonna multiply ler! PTL! lalalala...
strawberry(: signed off at 5:00 PM
Saturday, June 19, 2004
had this two wierd dreams this week..
firstly.. nightmare..
i was in sch fer choir practice. scene was in choir room.
ms choo walked up to me..
she talked quite a bit with me. saying tt im lack of discipline. tt she will discipline me from now on. she was really fierce.. den ziying they all added on.. was really irritated den i walked out of the room.. ms soo n mrs lee gave chase.. ms choo came soon after. den she say she's gonna sack me n stuff.. but in a nice way larhx.. den she issued me the letter. den yeah, she said i can still join but have to prove to her i have learnt my lessons..
wierd.. really wierd. so diff from the real life ms choo..
secondly.. furnie..
dreamt tt i hab moi very own baby..
was really happy. den fed her.. she's so adorable..
ok, nth much lerx.. hahahs
strawberry(: signed off at 9:37 PM
muahahahahs.. getting sian with this already. hahas..
went to orchard ytd. bought lots of stuff.. *say u r sian mu*
3 tops n 1 bottom. 1 skirt, 3 shirts.. nice nice!
erms, took neo card with moi cousin..
shopped from 1 plus to 7 plus. n i wasn't at all tired.
moi 2 cousin complaining leg tired! muahahahas
but i still wan a pink bag.. *haiz*
i want those not too big not too small one.. can take go shopping use, can bring to sch.. one stone kill two birds.. hee.. but dint see a nice one ytd.. sad. i've got pink clothes, pink shoes.. i want a pink wallet oso!! *bad memory* ok, realised i wan the emrged conference cd first. gonna buy them next week.. gotta save up now.. or maybe get the notes from members lorh..
todae went cgm.. sis ping ying derx.. atmosphere was really cool.. den i got to know tt one of her member, michelle was serving in the same children's church service as mee!! hahahhs.. *i dint know she existed* ok, i wasn't interacting with the helpers enough i know.. anyway, she's really nice. chatted along with me all the way to frm station to Nadine's hse. their cell group solid sia.. all very enthu, although is early in the morning. wonder is i too used to yan ping's long preaching time or this week's message too short. very fast. in 1 n a 1/2 hour, the whole cgm ended.. den went to eat lunch with wei sheng. chatted alot. very furnie.. enjoyed myself oso larhs.. ok, mum's sick, carnt buy fridge todae.. hav to wait til next week.. !!!
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Wednesday, June 16, 2004
todae woke up early morning. thinking about alot of stuffs.. about wei sheng de thing, about gathering de thing... ahhahas..
hmms.. woke up n started packing my things to prepare to get out. pack pack pack.. was thinking whether to bring sun block. but then lazy to find. so nvr bring. hmmx.. had some telematch things going on at east coast. really had fun. brought two friends dere. really really had fun. but too bad the two of them needs to go home at 6. hafta accompany them although they said dunch need. but i know it wouldn't be nice. ok, took train with dem, den i change train n went back home. went home at 6 meaning i missed cgm n bbq. haiz.. but nvm.. going make up cgm on sat. well well.. bbq ish not really important to me, cox only eat marhx. hahas.. if i continue staying dere i would have fallen more sick. reached home. felt really terrible. headache occured again. (one big reason i hate to go out). headache n headache. always happens. please please peeps.. hlep me pray fer this irritating sickness to go forever. let me emphasize again. im an indoor person. i need to really rest right now. hav sch tom. Thanks guys fer everything. thanks fer turning up making this a success.. n thanks fer toking to my friends.. n thanks fer everything tt u all did fer me in the past. thanks everyone who ish reading this post. fer im sure in one way or another u have helped me b4.. thanks much!
strawberry(: signed off at 9:04 PM
Sunday, June 13, 2004
was suppose to go fer dinner with all the 1pm service helpers. in the end have to go grandma's house. but nort really keen to go fer the dinner anyway. nort close with anyone except sis Jo-Ann, sis Adeline n Sandy oni. the rest like barely talked to dem b4. Go also like odd one out ders. The three of dem oso won't stick to me n talk talk talk. n i will be at one corner doing n eating my own stuff. hmms.. next time barhs. but if i go, sis Jo-Ann would b happy. think oni she would remember tt i exist in 1pm service barhs. She even offered to send me back if i were to go.. she's nice i noe.. well well.. hmms.. went grandma's house oso nothing much to do. eat oni. the whole afternoon slp! from 1pm to 5 plus i was actually slping soundly. i woke up at 8plus, slept at 9am again. den wake up at 11am to watch tebe til 1pm den slp again. ahahahas.. wad a pig hor! but tt's me. i really dunch noe how did i managed to slp so much. a born talent. a born skill. hahahs.. wadeva.. tom gonna be in sch frm 1030 to 4pm!! heys.. amkss is siao ler. holidays like no holidays! i hate this kind life. no rest. sch sch sch n sch. on one told me dere was remedial fer art. n ytd, if kyi dint sms me, i wouldn't hav known. i wasn't given the worksheet, i wasn't informed. n suddenly i got to know i will be scolded fer not going to art remedial last monday. which i dint even know dere is! hahahahs.. wad a amkss art lesson!! hahahahaas.. hate this.. well well.. since like i have found things to complain about now ler. hahahahhahas.. ok im getting more into the world?? hmms.. i dunch wan..
Reminder fer myself!!!
im blessed .. so much blessed den so many people..
i should be satisfied with wad i have..
okok.. im learning.. im learning..
wadeva..
strawberry(: signed off at 11:55 PM
Saturday, June 12, 2004
ahem ahem..
todae a person of the royal blood came to preach in chc lehx!!
can u imagine?? royal blood nehx!
he's so furnie in his actions n words used.
but i really admire his sacrifice, his courage, his determination.
a person of royal blood gave all his wealth n pleasure up
to serve God, to do missions.. he can, we can too..
muhahahs..
morning: choir as usual(wad else can dere b?)
ms soo made mei rong n ah ma to stay back
i tried to save dem from the misery
she replied: we mus act according to circumstances
yea yea.. we learnt in church tt we shd act out of circumstances!
muahahahhahhas... she told me tt b4.. hahhahahs...
we were delayed 1 hr fer dismissal n she made dem stay back
hmmx.. shes so bad
afternoon: service is extremely great!
greatly inspired by pst Christian..
mission missions missionssss!!!!
muahahaahahahs...
evening: fellowshipped wib veron, xinyi n pelyn
dey r jus great
crapped nonsense..
ate wib xinyi at mos, pelyn n veron ate at long john
xinyi's sch mates so siao derx..
went home with pelyn first after dinner
crapped n tok n tok non stop..
strawberry(: signed off at 10:17 PM
Friday, June 11, 2004
i laughing my head off! ms choo actually picked me to be one of the 12 to sing Ye Lai Xiang fer the concert. Think she's gonna regret soon! i'm known to go off key.. mmuaahahhas..
Lunch: eat wib ms soo n yip plus ziying.
ms soo n ms yip is crapping..
crap crap crap
wanna catch up with us jus chase after us nor.
we ran first den u catch us norx..
haiz!!!
Dinner: home cook food!
muahahahhas..
tebe all day long.
bad ish moi most fav thing at home
shall sleep early later on..
k fine.... hahhhahs
strawberry(: signed off at 9:42 PM
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
time to flip back to the history of moi life.
years back:
*hated guys like anything
*laughs non stop
*smiles to hide moi fears
*children church ish furn
*never knew how to express feelings
*never knew how to trust
*God isn't someone i rely on
*didn't know how to treasure family n friends
*little things can make me angry
*indoor person
*relationship dunch last
now:
*loves moi family n friends
*found some friends i can trust
*laughs non stop still
*express feelings too mmuch barhs
*I need God
*still learning
*im still not perfect
*getting a little evil cox of choir
*still an indoor person
*dunch hate guys
*bgr isn't in moi mind anymore
*study study study!
my life shall turn betta! muahhhas..
~love love love~
strawberry(: signed off at 6:56 PM
dots dots.. mean girls->24th june. 13 going on 30->22nd june. dots!! still a long way to the movie. maybe i should jus look fer a part time job to spend my time, instead of depending on moi mum fer everything, fer spending my time, fer buying stuff, fer entertainment. but i still love my mum~ hahahas.. she rawks moi world.
Prayer meeting ytd was extremely good! was flipping thru the book of Matthew, realised had no feelings fer the book. Den i set myself upon the Holy Spirit, jus flip at random. Den miracle happened, was flipping real quick n this verse from Isaiah stopped me. Saw this verse.. read n God indeed put a word in moi heart. So i used tt verse n shared with Deborah. She's so ill. Sneezing all the way. hmms.. be praying fer her. Though the room at Yanping's hse was a bit small, but the presence of God was really strong! n when we stepped out of her room at the meeting, woah! it was like the air con was on in the living room! ahhaha.. mus be we r too on fire ler! haha lol..
Deborah was really nice. She was sick yet she treasures fellowship time. She called her mum n went with Zhu n me to Far East Plaza to meet Delphine. Walked around n took neoprints. So furnie. Sho act cute! hahahaahs.. but anyways.. hahha.. enjoyed myself. But they actaully tempt me of food! i was fasting yet they... hmms.. hahahhs.. so baddiex. When it was six! woah! me n Zhu craving fer food! we saw famous amos n i dashed dere to buy my double choc pecan cookie! super nice lor! hahahas.. lub it so much! Deb was so ke lian, she was sick carnt eat much. But she had one from me! hahahs.. Den we went home. On train so fun. Talk Talk Talk. Gals likes doing tt! hahaas.. Think Deb is also someone i can really talk to when i need someone barhs. She gives me this comfortable feeling with her.
Today's physics remedial: 7 turned up out of 20 plus. How more pathetic can we get? hmms. hahahas.. But think i really learnt something lah. Glad i went.
Up to date:
Nick, WeiSheng, Zhu, Deb, YP.. think these are the people im more comfortable in talking to barhs.
strawberry(: signed off at 5:34 PM
Sunday, June 06, 2004
wahahahs.. im happy, shalala.
went to church in the morning! service was really cool.
very proud of City Harvest. hmmx..
Think the adults got the hot feel todae at service!
John Sung -> 100,000 in 5 years.
Charles Finney -> 100,000 in 1 year.
City Harvest -> 103,675 in 7 months 1 week!
*claps claps claps*
Sun u rawk! Hope the bleeding has stopped.
Hope she's recovering really well!
dots.. everything seems so good. so wonderful.
Except.. CHOIR! going back to sch fer lessons ish really
fine with me, burt fer choir.. haiz. It jus turns me
off. What to say? nothing to say..
Children's Church- beli cool! Sis Jo-Ann jus rawks!
somehow miss Sister Lynn. She rawks too! blehx! =)
those who haven join Ministry, dunch forget ur promise,
go join one!
SiLing's birthday todae. Blehx. gotta wish her happy later!
Looking forward to going out fer a movie with u guys!
strawberry(: signed off at 10:02 PM
Friday, June 04, 2004
happy days, sha la la. ok, so happy fer those who went fer emerged! Congras fer renewing ur visions n goals n ur Faith!
morning: weisheng's house.
so fun! doggie cutie!
went to walk the dog.
doggie bullys me.
but enjoyed myself.
afternoon: at heartland mall wib Zhu.
took neoprints.
went back moi hse wib her.
stayed before the com.
walk her to the bus stop.
evening: typing this post now.
Nicole's clibing up moi leg.
Attempt failed.
scratches appeared on moi legs.
Thanks to moi parrot Nicole.
Night(predicting): Feed Cats at void deck.
Put nicole back to his cage.
Eat dinner.
Watch channel 55 at 10pm.
Slp!
hahas.. ok.. moi life todae ish cool! okok, furn!
on call fer the movie 'mean girls'.. hu wans to watch??
WeiSheng's watching wib me. Calling fer Pauline to go oso, hopefully she would come! Deb,interested? Nick interested? Let me know kiex! Everyone ish welcome to join us!! let me know!
strawberry(: signed off at 5:41 PM
Thursday, June 03, 2004
Thank you weisheng for the song
-weisheng
strawberry(: signed off at 7:59 PM
todae no tummy pain pain! dunch need stay in toilet so long lerx! muahahahhas..n i realise.. im dropped 1kg! okiex! whaahhhas.41.5kg to 40.5kg... whahhahahs.. hahahahs! okok.. i win! budden still fat. lol. wad to do nehx? eat lorh. dunch care! hahahas. todae gort choir. dots. feel like skipping it! carnt! if i got magic. i shall stop this misery of being in the committee.. shall let matthew do everything. im gonna slack. one day ms soo will see that yvonne has changed her attitud, n she's no longer interested in her roles n duties. ms soo will be so angry n say 'u r out of the committee!' ok, shall look forward to this day. isn't this gr8?? hmmx.. hahahahs. but haiz. ms soo will jus gib me another tok. n i will be like 'a ya ya'.. n i will still be in committee.. this day seems to be so hard to come by. ms choo, mrs lee, ms soo!! see the change in me barhx! i carnt get out, i shan't do the job either! lalalalala.. sec 1s, bear wit me barhx. ahhahahahs. ok, emerged conference! i miss ya. n i will not miss tt out next year! better do well in moi mid year next year! haiz. jia you! ok, i've found sth to work hard fer! Muai God! ok, next year's conference~ yeh yeh yeh~ shall start moi homework tomolo. shall complete dem b4 3rd week of hols. fer 3rd week ish moi week! shall go out all days! but no $$! hahahs.. ok, shall go walk walk oni barhx. sch reopen jiu got money lerx!
movies of the month tt i wanna watch: harry potter, meAn gals... hahas.. harry potter shall watch wib my mum these days. mean gals.. who's interested to watch wib me nehx?
strawberry(: signed off at 7:40 PM
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
Thanks weisheng for my tagboard! = )
-weisheng
strawberry(: signed off at 11:19 PM
stomach hen tong! pain pain pain! k fine..
i was looking forward to to it, and thanks to moi precious stomach, i carnt go. i bet i missed out the treasure, i missed out the fun. gonna check it out with them after tom. k k k ...
tomolo hab choir, ok, time to be bad again. i dunch like it. i carnt get out of it, wad to do nehx? i wish i own all the medical certs. so tt i can jus give them to miss soo once n fer all.. anyone interested in moi sch's 25th anni celebration during july? contact me at 98502158.. i selling the coupons, not one sold yet! they r having this carnival thingy! help help help~ help me buy!
help! help! help! n hor, i advertising my sch's choir concert! in august.. tix are sold at 12 bucks each, i think. weisheng going rite?? shun bian go fer the 25th carnival larhx.